Sold My Soul

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“I write from my soul. This is the reason that critics don’t hurt me, because it is me. If it was not me, if I was pretending to be someone else, then this could unbalance my world, but I know who I am.”

Sign right here and all your troubles will go away, so they said. The dotted line, a quick stroke of the hand and a clinch on hope brings you to bet it all. Now, we could argue back and fourth about behind the scenes stories of what’s to come, if you can even be told what’s to come. But with this moment, you wonder if it’s all truly worth it?┬áIs life as we know it, built off of lies and insecurities?

So many fragments start to reshape those dreaded sections of memories though what’s to come, what was, and what is are so very different. Nothing seems to make sense anymore, but do we truly want life to always make sense? Do we always want to have a safe place to land, never disrupting the passage ways and foreign thoughts yet to be explored?

Never a dull moment in the confines of your mind, a constant battle between two worlds, one full of brightness and one on of a darker realm, a colder realm. When those world’s collide you fear that uncontrollable urges will emerge, and the shift’s in parallels that will occur will be completely out of your control. Why is it that these two worlds bring a sense of reality to your life?

If we truly want to dig down and understand the lies, will they finally develop a sense of truth? So many sleepless nights run your mind on over drive, cotton mouthing your tongue from rapid conversations within your lucid like state. Where do we go from here? Do we listen to that inner voice and try and forget your past? Or do we stay back to understand why these moments made sense, at a point when life didn’t quite make sense?

It’s days like today, that we try and factor in all of the shared memories, to draw a new line that will shift us from the new perspectives and offerings, into a clear and humbled state of mind. It’s a lottery, a gamble and you wonder if it’s truly worth going all in. But what in life is living without some element of risk and surprise? Today, find something worth losing and give it all you have.

Mike

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